Showing posts with label sick. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sick. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Sooo Sick and Miserable

I still haven't gotten better in weeks. I've been super nauseous, throwing up bad and switching between constipation and watery diarrhea. I have had a couple "ok" days in between but not much.

I went to see my doctor  (my actual dr and not a work in) yesterday. He put me on antibiotics even though my labs came back fine (always baffles me how they can when i feel like THIS). Hopefully it'll rid my body of some of the bacteria and I'll start feeling better.

He also finally got me scheduled for the camera endoscopy. So today is prep (yay....) and tomorrow at 7:15am I am going in to swallow the camera. I will wear a device for 8 hours and then return it. It will take a couple weeks for them to read the images but hopefully they'll be able to find out what is going on!

I think it's funny because people keep saying things about feeling bad because I am so sick. I just keep telling them, it's life for me! I can't let it get me down or I would always be down! I have learned to get used to it and I am just thankful that i don't have to worry about losing my job or trting to make it through this. It also makes me a lot more thankful for the good days or even the ok days! I feel like i have a lot more appreciation for life than most and I'm good with that. Of course, i get frustrated with all the tests and when I'm laying in bed in agony, i cry and want it to end, but at the end of the day i know I'll be ok! :)

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Stress and Sickness

I stayed sick for a week straight. It was definitely stress induced since it hit immediately after something stressful happened. I haven't been able to eat, I've been super nauseas and have had watery diarrhea really bad. I went to the doctor because i was definitely dehydrated but they just ran some blood work and i have to take stool studies back up to the lab on Monday.

Also I STILL haven't been scheduled for the pillcam! 3 weeks later and NOTHING. Ugh!!

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Pillcam Day 2: Agile Patency

I went in at 7:30am to swallow the pill for the agile patency.  It's purpose is to make sure everything is wide enough and nothing gets stuck. Tomorrow at exactly the 28 hour mark, 11:40am, i have to go back for an xray to make sure it passed and isn't stuck anywhere. Then I go home and wait for a phone call with the results and to schedule a time for me to go back again and swallow the pill cam and get hooked up to the device that reads the images for 8 hours.

I knew this process was going to take about 2 days but i didnt expect a 3-4 day event. And it really makes me think, what would I do if I was working? And this isn't the only time the doctor pulls me in for these tests with unpredictable timelines. I mean think about it: i couldnt go to work during these days...or at least tell them a time i couls be there. And honestly, how many jobs out there can you just tell them I may or may not be in all week and if i do come in, i dont know what times or for how long. Ok?...yeah i don't think that would go over so well! This is my week and how it doesn't seem possible to hold on to a job during weeks like this:

Day 1: Prep day aka laxatives!

Day 2: Swallow a pill and don't eat for an additional 4 hours. ..yes i know you're starving and about to pass out but wait 2 hours before you drink anything and 4 before you eat and try not to pass out, especially if you have to go to work!

Day 3: Come back in for an xray and then wait for us to call you and then come back exaxtly when we need you to either today or tomorrow. ..hope you don't have anything to do!

Day 3/4: Once again, drive back up here (40min for me) and swallow the camera capsule and have wires coming out of your shirt and don't expect to be uncomfortable if you have to be in public aka a job and i know you have no choice because we just made you take half your week off already! Oh and good luck keeping your job after you have had to be out so often for doctor appointments, hospital stays, testing, and of course,  actually being sick. And FMLA? Yeah, you used up those days in the 1st month plus we don't care.

Ok!! My rant is over! I'm just hungry and cranky and thinking about this fun crohnie life haha. Seriously though, the procedure isn't complicated by any means! It's just time consuming the way it has to be split up over 3-4 days. It is also frustrating when you can't eat and the hunger kept you up all night and you also couldn't have anything to drink after midnight, which you wouldn't notice when you're asleep but of course that wasn't the way my night went (even after taking my ambien).

So there you are! Day 2 of the Pill cam!

Monday, July 20, 2015

ER Visit

Well I had a black tarry watery stool and have been in a lot of pain lately so I decided to be on the safe side and go on to the hospital. All the tests came out clear. No surprise.  My symptoms always precede my test results.  They didn't see any bleeding. My gi was on call so he came to the er to see me. He put my on cipro and Flagyl to be safe. And gave me more Norco but said he didnt want to. I know they're addictive.  Im not stupid. But how else do I deal with so much pain I can barely walk?? Ugh. So frustrating!

Friday, July 3, 2015

Crohn's VS Ulcerative Colitis

The Difference Between Crohn’s, UC, and IBD

Part 1 of 5

Many people are confused when it comes to the differences between inflammatory bowel disease (IBD), Crohn's disease, and ulcerative colitis (UC). The short explanation is that IBD is the umbrella term for the condition under which both Crohn's disease and ulcerative colitis fall. But there is, of course, much more to the story.

Both Crohn’s and UC are marked by an abnormal response by the body’s immune system, and they may share some symptoms. However, there are important differences as well. These distinctions primarily include the location of the maladies in the gastrointestinal (GI) tract and the way each disease responds to treatment. Understanding these features is key to obtaining a proper diagnosis from a gastroenterologist.

Part 2 of 5

Inflammatory Bowel Disease

IBD was seldom seen before the rise of improved hygiene and urbanization at the beginning of the 20th century. Today, it’s still found mainly in developed countries such as the United States. Like other autoimmune and allergic disorders, it’s believed that a lack of germ resistance development has partly contributed to diseases such as IBD.

In people with IBD, the immune system mistakes food, bacteria, or other materials in the GI tract for foreign substances and responds by sending white blood cells into the lining of the bowels. The result of the immune system's attack is chronic inflammation. The word inflammation itself comes from the Greek word for flame. It literally means "to be set on fire."

Crohn’s and UC are the most common forms of IBD. Oftentimes, the terms are interchangeable. Less common IBDs include:

microscopic colitisdiverticulosis-associated colitiscollagenous colitislymphocytic colitisBehçet's disease.

IBD may strike at any age. According to theMayo Clinic, most people with IBD are diagnosed before the age of 30. It’s more common:

in urban areasamong people in higher socioeconomic bracketsindustrialized countriesnorthern climatesin Caucasians as opposed to darker-skinned people and those of Asian descentin people who eat high-fat diets

Aside from environmental factors, genetic factors are believed to play a strong role in the development of IBD. Therefore, it’s considered to be a "complex disorder.”

Unfortunately, there’s currently no cure for IBD. This is a lifelong disease, with alternating periods of remission and flare-up. Modern treatments, however, allow people to live relatively normal and productive lives.

IBD should not be confused with irritable bowel syndrome (IBS). IBS is a much less serious affliction than either Crohn’s disease or ulcerative colitis. It doesn’t involve inflammation or appear to have a physiological basis.

Part 3 of 5

Crohn’s Disease

Crohn’s disease may affect any part of the GI tract from the mouth to the anus, although it’s most often found at the end of the small intestine (small bowel) and the beginning of the colon (large bowel).

Symptoms of Crohn's disease include:

persistent diarrheacrampy abdominal painfeveroccasional rectal bleedingfatigue

Unlike with UC, Crohn's isn't limited to the GI tract. It may also affect the skin, eyes, joints, and liver. Since symptoms usually get worse after a meal, patients with Crohn's will often experience weight loss due to food avoidance.

Crohn's disease can cause blockages of the intestine due to scarring and swelling. Ulcers (sores) in the intestinal tract may develop into tracts of their own, known as fistulas. Crohn’s disease can also increase the risk for colon cancer, which is why patients must have regular colonoscopies.

Medication is the most common way to treat Crohn's disease. The five types of drugs are:

steroidsantibioticsimmune modifiers, such as azathioprine and 6-MPaminosalicylates, such as 5-ASAbiologic therapy

Some cases may also require surgery. Still, surgery will not cure Crohn’s disease.

Part 4 of 5

Unlike Crohn's, UC is confined to the colon (large bowel) and only affects the top layers in an even distribution. Symptoms of UC include:

crampy abdominal painloose stoolsbloody stoolurgent bowelfatigueloss of appetiteanemia due to blood loss (in severe cases only)

The symptoms of UC can also vary by type. According to the Mayo Clinic, there are five kinds of UC:

acute severe UC (a rare form that causes eating difficulties)left-sided colitis (affects descending colon and rectum)pancolitis (affects the whole colon and causes persistent bloody diarrhea)proctosigmoiditis (affects lower colon and rectum)ulcerative proctitis (mildest form that affects the rectum only)

With the exception of biologic therapy, treatments for the disease are the same as for Crohn's. Unlike with Crohn's, however, most patients with UC will almost never require surgery. 

Children with the disease may not develop or grow properly. Remission periods tend to be longer with UC than with Crohn's disease, and complications are far less frequent. Still, when complications do occur, they can be severe. Left untreated, UC may lead to:

holes in the coloncolon cancerliver diseaseosteoporosisblood clots

Part 5 of 5

Diagnosing IBD

There’s no doubt that IBD can significantly decrease quality of life, between uncomfortable symptoms and frequent bathroom visits. Even worse is the fact that IBD can lead to scar tissue, and even permanent damage. If you experience any unusual symptoms, it’s important to call a doctor. You may be referred to a gastroenterologist for IBD testing, such as a colonoscopy or a CT scan. Diagnosing the right form of IBD will lead to more effective therapies.

While there’s no cure for any form of IBD, early treatment and lifestyle changes can help minimize damage and complications. Treatment will also reduce the amount of symptoms.

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Thursday, July 2, 2015

Update on my health

Im still having this flare up and it's getting worse. The nausea and urgency is getting bad.  The entocort hasnt started helping yet but I do feel like its going to.  And im not having the same side effects as with regular steroids. I like that.

Friday, April 24, 2015

Waiting for an appointment

My dr appointment isnt for another few weeks which sucks bc my flare isnt getting any better and im out of all the meds that help and they wont call any in. Im so frustrated.

Thursday, March 26, 2015

Missing the Retreat

I've been having a major flare. Well it feels majorm im in constant pain, of course cant stay out of the bathroom and I have zero appetite. Im drinking a lot but it all messes with my stomach and feez dont dare I eat even a bite a day :(

My small group at church is going on their retreat this weekend to the lake. Crohn's told me I cant go.  It sucks. I was looking forward to it big time. But how can I go sleep in a cabin with 10 people when im using the bathroom every 10min, weak from not eating, and yeah cant you picture me up until 4 or 5am and theyre getting up a few hours later smh.  The logistics dont work out. So thanks for stopping me once again crohn's.  I honestly feel its better than going and being miserable. I'll stay home and make special plans with my bestie :) she always knows how to lift my spirits when im down or in a flare. She gets it. And THATS what I need!

Saturday, February 21, 2015

Staples Out

Im at urgent care getting the staples in my head taken out. Im incredibly nauseous still and im having hot flashes bad...hate this.

On a better note, I had a few friends over last night and had an absolute blast!  :)

Monday, February 9, 2015

Back to ER, Round 3 of Stricture

Ended up coming back to the ER. I haven't eaten in days. I have no appetite at all and im nauseous.  I forced myself to eat a little soft food but couldnt keep it down. The pain is just as bad too. I came to the ER around 830pm and its 130am now and I JUST got meds and an iv.  And then I waited this entire time for the dr to not even bother doing a ct scan or xray,  only blood work and thats pointless considering my labs have been looking great this entire time but I still had a small bowel obstruction!  This is why I didn't want to come back to begin with. Theres always a chance I get a dr who doesnt take anything seriously. I have a GI appointment Thursday so looks like im going to be waiting to find out more.  On a lighter note, I had a hot nurse lol.

Waiting to be discharged now. Praying it'll happen quickly!

Monday, December 1, 2014

Stress: My Biggest Trigger

I have been sick all weekend. Can't eat and when I do I can't keep it down and I can't get my stomach to settle.  I'm incredibly stressed with my personal life and I know that's the cause of it. It literally started the same moment I started getting upset. Now I'm faced with the battle of what to do. I have to decide to do something that will save me a lot of long term suffering but is going to cause a huge amount of stress and pain for a while until I cope with the change. I'm so lost.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Rough Night

I had a rough night. I was up sick all night and barely made it to the bathroom in time. The urgency is getting worse and now im noticing some intestinal bleeding.  I have a gi appointment Thursday.  I think a colonoscopy is a good option right now to get in and see what's going on before it gets worse.  Im not a slow progresser. My intestines love to go from 0 to 60 pretty fast.

Friday, October 3, 2014

Sometimes any answer is best

The doctor can't explain why I slept the way I did and cant remember those several days. He's sending me another neurologist. This is frustrating. People keep saying well no news is good news. Forget that!! To a sick person, no news means no answers means I have to stay sick because they can't fix it! This is no way to live. Don't get me wrong, this is waayyy better than pre transplant.  But daily diarrhea,  vomiting, extreme fatigue,  and constant pain is not fun. And it's not normal! But it looks like I have no choice but to make it normal ugh.

I read an article about the effects of Crohn's disease on the brain and how it causes migraines and memory loss after about 10 years after onset of the disease.  Which I where I am (I was diagnosed 7 years ago,  but I was sick for several years prior to actually going to a doctor). I will find the article and post it on a separate post! It's so interesting and I think all of us crohnies and our caregivers need to read it and give it to your GI! It may actually explain my problems and my doctors are oblivious!  I'm plnning on taking to my gi, neurologist,  and oncologist.  I will let you know their feedback! :)

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Yep I Got That Too

Since my blog is about my journey in Crohn's disease and my stem cell transplant, many of my followers and even friends, don't know all the other health issues I carry with me. I posted below pics of other health problems I have to deal with on a daily basis. Some have information attached,  some just state the problem. And some, as you will see, are very personal and this is the first time I have ever come out publicly. You will know what I mean when you get there. The point of this post is not to "show off" all my problems and definitely not for sympathy. I'm merely giving you a bit of insight in to the world of, well, me. And I hope some of them can help some of my readers feel more relatable and even give them more confidence and courage to seek medical attention for problems they may have as well! So here it goes!

Side note: I am seriously diagnosed with these issues. I am by far not a hypochondriac.  I would trade anything in the world to not have the health problems I have, but this is the life I've been given and there's no point in denying any of it. And if anyone of my fellow crohnies or loved ones of Crohn's patients know, many of these illnesses come hand in hand with autoimmune diseases such as Crohn's disease.

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Sickly Guilt

Ive been given steroids and pain killers and let me tell you, im EXHAUSTED! !

I just ate a big meal with Tim, my fiance, and now we are watching Robocop.  But honestly,  im dozing off and think I may need to call it a night. I just feel so guilty,  like I'm making him suffer because I'm sick, and that's just not fair. I wish I could be better, not for me, but for him. 

For us crohnies

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Thursday, September 4, 2014

Simple things

When you're sick, you gain a new perspective.  And I love it. the simple things become the greatest blessings!