Ive been given steroids and pain killers and let me tell you, im EXHAUSTED! !
I just ate a big meal with Tim, my fiance, and now we are watching Robocop. But honestly, im dozing off and think I may need to call it a night. I just feel so guilty, like I'm making him suffer because I'm sick, and that's just not fair. I wish I could be better, not for me, but for him.
