cant wait for chicago

the pain is getting worse and nothing offers me relief. i cant wait to go to chicago and maybe get some answers. however, the costs involved in all of this are really adding up and i dont have the money to  pay. im officially 6 months out of work..no income. ugh. i dont know how much longer im  going to survive all of this.

so sick

i was super sick yesterday. i was laying down for a nap and woke up throwing up. i later attempted to go for dinner with candice and ended up in the bathroom for 30minutes bent doubled over in pain and violently throwing up. she took very good care of me and got me home right when a terrible fever and chills started.  today im in tons of pain and just nauseas. ugh.