its my first week in yucca valley, ca with jon. things were looking good the last couple of days. i went to get more things for the house today...like food..and the debit card got declined..hoping its just a safety freeze because we spent so much the last few days but jon's phones off and he is at work so i cant get ahold of him to call about it. its kind of frustrating..just when things are going great something has to happen to squash it. to top it off im so sick today. i was up all night with like my left side and back and kidney area killing me and now im so sick to my stomach. sometimes i just wish i could curl up in a ball and sleep my life away, i get so frustrated lately with everything..hopefully ill catch some kind of break soon. wish i had my family with me right now.
still havent heard from northwestern..would love some info. this sitting and waiting thing is making it hard to stay in good spirits.
