I am out running errands today and am in a predicament. I am at the bank because the postal service lost all my doctor bills this month (ikr!!!) And im trying to stop payment on those checks. Im sitting and waiting to talk to someone and my crohn's has decided to toy with me. Of course it's a bank, no bathrooms and im not to the point of needing one yet so i dont want to leave for nothing. Do any of you ever experience that? It's like it's messing with me, teasing me. Then you worry about it's unpredictability and that makes it worse. It truly makes you never want to leave the house. And to think, today was one of the few days i made it out of pajamas! (I know most of you know that feeling). It's days like today that i get frustrated. Of course when I'm super sick im frustrated, and pissed. However, days where you feel ok (i wont say good, i know those days dont come often) and it decides to mess with your mind...those days are just frustrating! I feel like saying "hello? Crohn's? Yes, stop! Im trying to be normal today! " and it laughs and replies with a sarcastic "yeah ok!"
